Wednesday, August 28, 2013

ar ai en di yu - missing you

tiupan angin dari selatan
menampar gemalai ke muka dan
bawa satu rasa kencang
walau kencang, 
semoga rasa itu
lembut menampar hati

sini, tiap hari
dia koyak hati sendiri 
keronyok lalu dia simpan dalam laci
dalam kencangnya rasa, lembutnya angin
ada satu rahsia besar dia kunci


rindu.

Sunday, August 18, 2013

pencinta

Up from the pastures of boredom
out from the sea of discontent
they come in packs like hungry hounds
the seekers of the dark enchantment.

They haunt the boulevards and bars
they pray to wishing wells and stars
they ride the hurricane of hope
not looking back but on they go
toward the distance and deceiving
and all the while they keep believing
they are special and apart
the lovers, the lovers of the heart... the lovers.

And when they pair off two by two
they feel they are the chosen few
and though their beds are made of straw
they feel like velvet in the night
and so the night is never ending
its made of distance and pretending
coz theyre special and apart
the lovers, the lovers of the heart... the lovers.

And when love goes away
and when love goes...
goodbye...

catches in their throats like cotton
rises in their hearts like rain
the good times suddenly are all forgotten
the hunt begins again.

They search the subways and the streets
their faces tired, like their feet
their bodies aching to be warm
and so they hide behind the moon
their loneliness inside them growing
but they take comfort in just knowing
that they are special and apart
the lovers, the lovers of the heart... the lovers

And when love comes again
and when love comes
hello...

rises from their throats like singing
catches in their hearts like wind
the good things
strangers in their arms are bringing
makes life all right again.

They turn their faces to the light
no longer hiding in the night
so unashamed and unafraid
that they can face each others faults
and though the waltz will have its ending
there is no harm in just pretending
that they are special and apart
the lovers, the lovers of the heart... 

the lovers.


-an, -an, -an

teruskan berlagak tuhan
teruskan mengadili dan jatuhkan hukuman
dunia ini memang berputar pada paksi kau, bukan?
dia dah kebal, kawan
dah lali dicemuh dibahan

tu gajet bersusun tu, 
bapa kau belikan?
nak baju berjenama tu, 
cuma swipe card kat kaunter depan?
heh

bukan nak sembang kemas sangat la kan
tapi dia perah-perah keringat nak cari makan
itu pun ada hati mahu panggil dia picisan
aku punya muak ni, tertahan-tahan

tak terlintas nak mempersoal takdir atau ketentuan
tapi cubalah kau jalani dia punya kehidupan
aku nak tengok selama mana kau mampu tahan
nanti kau tergolek tersungkur, teringin aku nak gelakkan



notakaki: untuk semua anak yatim dalam dunia ni, yang champion itu kalian.


Tuesday, August 13, 2013

happymaybe

orang kata kalau nak tulis puisi deep gempak gempak
hati kena koyak
jiwa kena rabak

orang kata lah.

habis--
aku ni dah lama kering idea,
maknanya?

dah jumpa pemangkin?
mungkin.

sedih tu dah susut
sikit.

mungkin.
mungkin je semua ni. 

p/s: stalk lah sampai lebam. 

Saturday, August 3, 2013

reflection

you're 22.
you're matured enough
you can live up your own world
you're strong and independent
you are more than you thought you were
you can face this
you're young and free

---------------------------------------------mirror-----------------------------------------------

i'm 22
i suck at making decisions
i felt so small in this big world
i'm incapable and dependent
i'm no invicible at all
i can't handle this
i'm depressed and lonely


Thursday, August 1, 2013

perempuan biasa

perempuan biasa yang selalu risaukan 
kenaikan berat badan
mekap comot momot di muka
baju yang katanya outdated
juga tentang gosip semasa

tetap saja
yang paling dirisaukan ialah engkau
yang menghilang tiba-tiba
tentang fikiran-fikiran negatif seperti--

"curangkah dia?" atau
"sedang bersama siapa?"

dia kawan aku dan dia ini--
cuma perempuan biasa.
jadi kau jangan seksa dia.